One sunny day in May, 1977, I was walking back to my office
from a downtown restaurant. I was
crossing the street at the intersection of Trade and Alexander streets when a
man approached me.
I was relatively new to Charlotte ,
having arrived in December 1976, fresh out of college, ready to set the world
on fire. I was 24 years old. I had a master’s degree. My head was full of new ideas and dreams for
the future.
The man who approached me that day did not have any hopes or
dreams. He did not care about the
future. His thoughts were on the moment.
“Hey, sir!” he yelled to me.
I looked at him, but kept on walking.
“Sir. Hey, sir!”
I stopped. He stood
beside me looking at me from head to toe.
“Can you give me 50 cents for bus fare?” he asked.
“No.” I lied.
I started to walk faster, toward my office.
“Hey, you’re a lawyer, ain’t you? Look at you, all dressed up in a coat and
tie. You’re a lawyer.” He looked at me looking at him.
“That’s right. I’m a
bum.” He said. “I ain’t got no job. I ain’t got no house. I ain’t go no fancy clothes. I ain’t got no shiny car. I ain’t even got 50 cents. You’re a lawyer and you tell me you ain’t got
50 cents? I might be a bum but I ain’t
no lyin’ lawyer.”
He was yelling.
Passersby were looking. I walked
faster.
“I’m not a lawyer.” I told him.
“Well, you’re still a liar!” he proclaimed.
“Listen,”I said, my teeth and fists clenched. “Stop following me. I’m not giving you any money.
I walked on. I
crossed the street to the overhead walkway that spanned 4th
Street . The stranger followed me. I began to climb the stairs to the walkway
two at a time.
“Wait,” he called, huffing and puffing. “Wait.”
I reached the top of the walkway and looked behind me. He was there, gasping for breath.
“Don’t…walk…so…fast,” he puffed. “Us bums…we don’t…jog…like…you lawyers
do. His hands were on his knees and he
was bent over, trying to catch his breath.
I walked away.
“Wait!”he cried.
I ran across the walkway to the stairs leading to the County
Office Building . I hurried down the stairs. I looked up.
He was midway down.
I had had it. He was
going to follow me all the way to my office unless I put a stop to it. I turned to face him as he reached the bottom
of the stairs. I dug into my pocket and
pulled out two quarters.
“Don’t you have any self-respect?” I asked.
He took the quarters from my hand, his eyes looking at the ground. “No,” he said quietly.
And he turned and walked away.
I went back to my third floor office and sat down at my
desk. I looked out my window. From there I could see the new Courthouse,
the jail and the police station. Walking
on the sidewalk was the man that followed me, following another man with his
hand raised. I could almost hear him
saying “Wait!” I began to laugh.
They faded from my view as a memory from the deepest part of
me surfaced. I could hear my mother’s
voice admonishing me for making fun of an old man walking down the road. “You should never do that. Sometimes angels come down and walk the earth
testing people’s goodness.”she had told me.
I sat there for another moment, thinking about what she had
said and that man who had asked for 50 cents.
Then I took my papers and got back to work. I never saw him again.
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